Sometimes it is the most basic of things that build the foundation for something grand. There is a ritual to be found in baking, something that has a rhythm like the sway of woman's hips. Kneading is done in a rocking, turning motion and in it I find the steps of a slow, romantic dance. With warm water, salt, sugar, yeast and flour I can make dough. With heat and time it rises. I knead before the rising process and after, form the loaves and slash them with the Gebo, the Futhark rune for the Gift. Bread is food but this food is also gift. From my hand and from the Gods, from my good work and the money from that work. It was my pleasure to place this on my baking counter this morning, the warm smell of wheat and butter filling the kitchen and sneaking into the nooks and crannies of the house. I wrapped them in tin foil to keep them warm and seal in their flavor. In the spring, I purchased chives still on the blossom and diced the stalks. The green and purple interplay was lovely; the very breath of a living season.
Hearth bread to me is the simplest of Hearth magic, the spirit and power found in the bounds of our homesteads and long halls. Little prayers and rituals that strengthen the bones of our homes and gives as much warmth as a fire to our hearts. The year spends itself down to Winter, the dying season is near at hand. My clansfolk hold true to the warmth and the old way, finding love in the fate we weave together like a cloth. As I slice this fine loaf and spread sweet butter across it, I watch my daughter and my chosen niece chase each other around the kitchen while my chosen sister and younger chosen niece doze on the loveseat. There is strong magic laced in the bones of this place. It's name is love, honor and knowledge. Would that all people were as blessed as I am.
"I put my head and shoulders into the yoke of work, for I have miles to go and miles on my heart." -A Heart of Home Proverb
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Thursday, November 27, 2014
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Happy Thanksgiving from the Heart

Happy Thanksgiving
From the Clansfolk at the Heart of Home. Please enjoy this Heart of Home recipe, posted for you pleasure during this Holiday season.
Jalapeño Cornbread
2 TBSP. Salted Sweet Cream Butter (softened)
2 TSP. Baking Powder
1 TSP. of salt
1 Egg
2 Cups of Hodgson Mill Yellow Corn Meal
1 TSP. Baking Soda
2 TBSP. fresh diced jalapeño peppers
2 TBSP. fresh diced jalapeño peppers
1 3/4 cups buttermilk (or enough to moisten well)
Put butter in cast iron skillet in 400 F. Mix corn meal, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and peppers together; add egg and buttermilk.
Batter should be thick. Add heatened butter to batter and put batter into heated skillet and bake in 400 F oven 25-35 minutes or until brown.
You may also make corn sticks and muffins with this recipe.
Put butter in cast iron skillet in 400 F. Mix corn meal, baking powder, baking soda, salt, and peppers together; add egg and buttermilk.
Batter should be thick. Add heatened butter to batter and put batter into heated skillet and bake in 400 F oven 25-35 minutes or until brown.
You may also make corn sticks and muffins with this recipe.
Thursday, November 20, 2014
Beloved Last Market of the Season
November 22nd 2014 at Market Square in Knoxville, Tennessee will be the place to be to catch the last Market Square Farmer's Market of this year. Over the summer I have enjoyed ice cream cones from Cruz Farms, rosemary lotion from Wild Hare and blue lotus scented goat's milk soap from a gentlemen who still hasn't given me his lovely name. I will find it out this weekend, so help me. The cold ushers in my desire to start my Christmas shopping, thinking about the gifts I have squirreled away and the cards I will be mailing out. I have already purchased my Thanksgiving cards and they will be mailed out soon.
Come down and celebrate the last market of the Season with me! This Saturday, November 22nd at Market Square, Knoxville, TN. The market opens at 9:00am and goes until 2:00pm. Thank you and have a great weekend!
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Remembering October
Sitting by the campfire with friends, One Woman Farm in my hands. This picture was taken at the beginning of October this year, at a camp side shindig that was held in my good friends back yard to celebrate her 30th birthday. Snug inside my flannel shirt and embroidered jacket, I was well pleased after a night of drinking and warm music among friends. Right now the temperature is dipping into the teens, my niece is making dinner and I am trying to push out this post before I cave and go take a shower. I am really enjoying Cold Antler Farm but I am far from the end. I really want to buy Barnheart soon; I'm am happily and unabashedly hooked on Jenna Woginrich's writing and admit readily she is my role model. Her words give me hope that is an attainable dream, that one may slip the film of urban living and truly merged into an authentic, sustainable life in agriculture. The hives getting here early this week have really filled me with tender hope that after the cold, harsh grip of winter this one acre of mine will have honeybees. That in summer there will be honey, candles and soap.
My husband asks me what I want for Christmas and my mind can't think of anything but "the homestead". We are a long way off from where we want to be. Patience is a virtue I need to cultivate as we work but Gods above and below how I want to be milking my goats and tending my bees. There is one other thing that comes to mind. My husband used to play the violin when he was younger and still has the one he used as a child. I think I will ask him to have it stringed so that I may learn to play the violin. I ache to play Carolan's Welcome for my family.
I leave you this cold, autumn night with a picture of another autumn, a dawning over stormy skies and black walnuts trees. This little shack used to be the safe haven of a family of feral cats that I would bring food and clean water. In turn this lovely creatures would keep the mice and rats near the creek at bay.
"With humble bargains struck, each end holding true to the other, we find grace and honor."
-A Heart of Home Proverb
Sunday, November 16, 2014
Sunday Morning Pie Baking and other Treasures
The sweet perfume of cinnamon and organic cane sugar curls around the warm air of the kitchen here at home. The living room, the dinning area and the kitchen make up the mid level in the house, a path making a happy circle. There are two recessed, sliding doors that lead to the kitchen; in days gone past perhaps these doors were actually connected to their tracks and did just that to allow the mother or father cooking to relax while doing so. Now they sit always open; the kitchen is a hub of Clan activity and there is almost always someone in it doing something. This morning, I slipped downstairs to gaze across the one acre of our back yard. It is too chilly to go walking in the dew and dim. The kitchen is awash in gold light as Colin inspects our erring dishwasher.
Maybe a cup of coffee is in order. Soon, when the coffee maker is done brewing its lovely elixir. Less than a minute now until the pie is done and Colin playfully lectures me about some aside I have made to the background conversation gathered around the television. The house is growing toward warmer on a physical level but emotionally the warmth is complete and permeates every square inch of the home.
The good news I might have mentioned is that come spring we shall be getting our first bees. One hive complete without frames, with queen excluder and a full size top feeder will be arriving any day now. The frames will come in the weeks later and when the weather warms, bees!
Carolans's Welcome by Orla Fallon is one of my favorite instrumental pieces when the air turns cold and the nights become full of velvet shadows and diamond stars. In the crisp, mountain air the stars burn icy shades of pewter and cyan when the sun sets. My mind turns back to the pie as the timer goes off and I wander over to turn off the heating elements and let it linger in the oven. I turn on the light and the clan gathers near to admire its height and the shinning, deep orange filling in the center. I wish I had heavy cream for whip cream but the pie itself is a blessing. To have my husband safe and asleep upstairs is a miracle giving last night's car accident that put the final nail in my Malibu's coffin. While turning onto Westland avenue, a car blind sided him and dug a trench I could have laid down in down the driver's side from headlight to back wheel well. Today one of the things on the to do list is to push the old Geo out of the garage and give her a full make over. After which the three working adults will still be able to go to work, a constant that is the life's blood of this household.
I will not ask for money or assistance from people. Only that you remember the Heart of Home Clan in the days to come when families and clans alike gather to comfort and give thanks at having each other close. These are holy days, these pewter grey morning's where the sky is as fluffy thick with clouds as a clean kitten. These are blessing, this velvet black nights with burning icy stars...to have our family whole and safe under the eyes of our Gods and the love in our hearts.
I am half way through Cold Antler Farm. I will have a lovely review for you all when I am done with it. Be safe and vigilant as you travel to your hearth sites and clan halls this season
Maybe a cup of coffee is in order. Soon, when the coffee maker is done brewing its lovely elixir. Less than a minute now until the pie is done and Colin playfully lectures me about some aside I have made to the background conversation gathered around the television. The house is growing toward warmer on a physical level but emotionally the warmth is complete and permeates every square inch of the home.
The good news I might have mentioned is that come spring we shall be getting our first bees. One hive complete without frames, with queen excluder and a full size top feeder will be arriving any day now. The frames will come in the weeks later and when the weather warms, bees!
Carolans's Welcome by Orla Fallon is one of my favorite instrumental pieces when the air turns cold and the nights become full of velvet shadows and diamond stars. In the crisp, mountain air the stars burn icy shades of pewter and cyan when the sun sets. My mind turns back to the pie as the timer goes off and I wander over to turn off the heating elements and let it linger in the oven. I turn on the light and the clan gathers near to admire its height and the shinning, deep orange filling in the center. I wish I had heavy cream for whip cream but the pie itself is a blessing. To have my husband safe and asleep upstairs is a miracle giving last night's car accident that put the final nail in my Malibu's coffin. While turning onto Westland avenue, a car blind sided him and dug a trench I could have laid down in down the driver's side from headlight to back wheel well. Today one of the things on the to do list is to push the old Geo out of the garage and give her a full make over. After which the three working adults will still be able to go to work, a constant that is the life's blood of this household.
I will not ask for money or assistance from people. Only that you remember the Heart of Home Clan in the days to come when families and clans alike gather to comfort and give thanks at having each other close. These are holy days, these pewter grey morning's where the sky is as fluffy thick with clouds as a clean kitten. These are blessing, this velvet black nights with burning icy stars...to have our family whole and safe under the eyes of our Gods and the love in our hearts.
I am half way through Cold Antler Farm. I will have a lovely review for you all when I am done with it. Be safe and vigilant as you travel to your hearth sites and clan halls this season
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Two proverbs from the Heart of Home.
Not the ones we know from the Holy Bible or any documented religious text. These proverbs come from the stitches in a patchwork quilt, the warm glow of a beeswax candle, the clean break in fresh cheese and the summer sweet perfume of homemade raspberry preserves. The first and best loved proverb of the Heart of Home is the very first words written on the top of the blog...
I bend my head and shoulders into the yoke of work, for I have miles to go and miles on my heart. These words are a promise, an oath and a hope as bright as a wildfire burning in my heart with the smell of woodsmoke, cinnamon and truth. The truth of a heart full of a love for something, someone that is just around the corner. We have another proverb, one I have used time and time again when faced with the unpleasant but necessary task of a hard lesson to be learned.
A hard telling for a hard truth.
Sometimes we cannot couch our words and sugar must be left off the meal of hard truth. We are kind when we can be, hard when we must be. It has always been the way of my Clan.
And so I have shared some of our words with you. There will be more as they spin themselves into being, dancing in my head like so many leaves on the wind.
I bend my head and shoulders into the yoke of work, for I have miles to go and miles on my heart. These words are a promise, an oath and a hope as bright as a wildfire burning in my heart with the smell of woodsmoke, cinnamon and truth. The truth of a heart full of a love for something, someone that is just around the corner. We have another proverb, one I have used time and time again when faced with the unpleasant but necessary task of a hard lesson to be learned.
A hard telling for a hard truth.
Sometimes we cannot couch our words and sugar must be left off the meal of hard truth. We are kind when we can be, hard when we must be. It has always been the way of my Clan.
And so I have shared some of our words with you. There will be more as they spin themselves into being, dancing in my head like so many leaves on the wind.
Finally! Kiko Fest and Bees!
There were not many bucks at Kiko Fest but this one took the cake. Hoss, as he was named on the docket, was a beautiful 100% New Zealand buck with horns a foot and a half long easy. His hair was cream chased in dark chocolate, dark stout with just the right amount of foam. From a romantic view, he was like some fell and dark unicorn and he had a magnificent beard. I wish I had taken a picture of his docket, for it held a good story of his fine breeding. Alas, there was so much to cover at Kiko fest and I only had a handful of hours to get it done. Below I took pictures of two more 100% New Zealand bucks and one buck whom I believe was 50% NZ Kiko and 50% Saanen. He is the one who is nearly cream white throughout his body.
Above- The buck on the left was my favorite out of the entire lot. He was very personable and his cinnamon and cream coloring was beautiful.
Right- 50% NZ Kiko and 50% Saanen. Lovely.
Then we get to the heart of the matter...Does. Its all about the ladies.
Does, be they meat or milk breeds, are the driving force behind the practice of raising goats. Their blood lines, if excellent, and performance, if fertile, are remarked upon with great fervor among the breeders that I spoke with . It was amazing to be there among those people, all very nearly cut from the same cloth I have been searching for. I wish I could say my research was a little more scientific but I went there with a great love in my heart and on the wings of my dreams. Thank the gods that I did not go with money in my pocket. I would have easily come back with two does and if I had cash, a buck service, for kids in the spring. My Clan would have been a little overwhelm.
This morning finds the Clan warm, well shielded from the cold that has settled in the Valley. The wind has picked up and while the mountains got much in the way of snow...not so much us. The chill was bone deep and yesterday proved a valuable lesson in doing things early. Putting up the greenhouse in the cold rain, high wind and near darkness was more than the three of us every want to relive. The Clan was happy this morning to know that we shall be getting bees in the springs. Honey, candles and soap know are more than just dreams. They are well on their way to being parts of our living, breathing life. I fill my heart with plans for lemon and orange water soap and beeswax candles.
Saturday, October 11, 2014
Here's looking at you, Crossville.
I am headed out to Crossville, Tn today in hopes of getting in on the last day of seminars and the auction at Kikofest 2014. One of my best friends will be joining me today on this adventure, which makes me very excited. I meant to allow myself one more hour of rest but as if the goats were calling me from all the way in Crossville, I got up at my normal, workweek time. I allowed myself the luxury that is a hot shower without feeling rushed. Let my black hair wind dry by the cool breeze in the window, accentuated by the fast moving fan. Now to get ready and get out the door why the day is still young.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Out of the Farm and Into the Frolic
Saturday, September 27th, I ventured with a portion of my Clan to Dragonshire to see S.J Tucker preform at Fall Frolic. A long time lover of Sooj's music since being introduced to her in 2009 by my dear friend April Montgomery, I had seen her in Nashville and was delighted at the opportunity to see her again so close to home. So we journeyed to Crossville and found our way to a place called Valley of the Dragon. Upon our arrival my Clan sister was surrounded by friends but I pealed off with Colin to survey our new surrounds. The first marvel we encountered was a swing bed. 
This amazing thing had Colin and I enchanted and we fawned on it quite a bit. Many pictures were taken in hopes we could recreate the thing for the homestead one day. It was strong and comfortable; in fact it was many moments before we could be coaxed to move from it once allowed to curl up on its softness and warmth.
But the paths twisting into the forest caught my attention and my longing. Soon I was off wandering the rope light guided trails into the wood, a bubbling brook flowing under a couple of bridges. I could not resist finding a log near the water to sit and cool my feet. I snapped a shot of the creek around me as I did so. I tarried far long than I meant to in that place but I have a love and adoration for fresh water ways. So cold and clear was the water, I sat for nearly two hours watching the people going back and forth over the bridge. I felt like some mermaid or undine sitting on the log near the rocks; some ancient water guardian greeted by travels so that they might have a blessing in the passing.
There were many merchants at Fall Frolic but one caught my eye in particular. Sock Zen, purveyor of knee and thigh high socks. Colin purchased as a gift for me a pair of over the knee black and red striped ones. As a UGA fan and as UGA was playing UT that weekend, I was delighted to be wearing these colors. Even more so when I heart that Uga beat Old Smokey. I asked the owner if I could take pictures for my blog and generally make happy about her socks. She was happy for me to do so. Check her out at http://www.sockzen.com/ and get a pair of your own. They even have Organic Socks! Here is a few pictures...

I wanted to get the rainbow thigh highs but I was luck to get the black and red pair that you can just see above the rainbow pair. These socks kept me warm through the chilly September mountain air but as they are made of 80% recycled cotton, they breath like a dream. They even come in a variety of college football colors, vertical stripes and diamond patterns.
I love the Organic Spa collection, for Organic products please me. I am very invested in products that are made with the use of pesticides and artificial ingredients. I grow my herbs here
on my acre with poisons, relying on sun, water,
and the occasional buttermilk tincture to urge my
plants to grow to their magnificent bounty. I wait in eager anticipation to get a pair of Organic Spa socks in a pattern called "Cake Sprinkles". They are currently out of such a lovely pattern but I will keep checking back in hopes I may have these lovelies soon.
Pirates and Pixies was the theme of Fall Frolic this year and so they hoist a great ship atop the bonfire. I apologize for not yet having the videos of the fire. I had only my phone with me and no video camera. Still, I caught an essence of our dancers that stirred my soul. Check out Dragonshire and Sock Zen on Facebook, buy some socks or come down to the Gather. These are good people, many of which make their live by the skill of their hands. Of S.J herself I did not take any pictures but I will be sharing some of her songs here.

http://music.sjtucker.com/album/mischief
Saturday, September 27, 2014
In the arms of Autumn
"One last kiss, for my darling Summer. Soon now, I fall into the arms of
my true love, Autumn. My heart gathers in the Fall and dreams begin." -A.N KingThose were the words I posted to Facebook on the Autumnal Equinox, which just so happen to also be my husband's 30th birthday. We are nearing October at a break neck pace, a time of the year Jenna Woginrich calls her Holy Days. My mind turns to the transplanting of the spear and chocolate mint, thyme, savory, rosemary, lemon balm, oregano and basil growing in our raised bed garden. The Brown Turk fig trees in their pots behind the workshop. To the raspberry preserves, raspberry vinegar, tomato basil jam and garlic pickles in the kitchen, knowing that I have to make more of that Amish Friendship Bread because everyone adored the sourdough starter I tended for twelve days. I started half of the starter, so it will be easy to make more tonight if I have the energy after our travels.
Baking is a cornerstone of my life and in the kitchen, I feel I am my most powerful. Some of my urban friends laugh and ask me if I need be barefoot and with child as well. I smile ruefully and glance down at my bare feet. My eyes flick to my daughter and I laugh. I never did have the energy to bake while pregnant much so I smirk at them.
"Only if you need be hungry." I reply and we laugh. I adore their cheek, they adore me for my rustic eccentricities. What I am search for is not a life they would want to live but to look, to walk the path awhile beside me as the guide, suits them.
Hearth Bread is something I make in the fall time, a delicious yeast white bread that I flavor with
only a drop of orange blossom honey in the starter. I saved a picture of my very first Hearth Bread Loaves from about two years ago to share with you. I slashed one pretty deeply in my excitement but they came out tasting delicious.
It's hard to see the slashes in the still raw, risen loaves. I find that King Arthur Bread Flour is the best for this kind of bread work and tends to be the flour I lean to. The exception to that is using Swans Down Cake flour for cakes. Later this week I will include pictures and a recipe for my Chocolate Raspberry Cake, in which I use Swans Down Cake Flour.
And now, a recipe.
Hearth Bread

1 tablespoon (1 packet) active dry yeast
1 tablespoon sugar
1 teaspoon of honey (any flavor)
1 tablespoon salt
2 cups warm water (not over 110°F)
5 1/2 to 6 cups King Arthur Unbleached All-Purpose Flour
cornmeal
boiling waterTo mix: Mix together the first four ingredients. Let this stand until the yeast, sugar and salt are dissolved. Gradually add the flour to the liquid and mix thoroughly until the dough pulls away from the sides of the bowl. Turn the dough out onto a floured surface to knead. (This may be a little messy, but don't give up!)
Knead It: Fold the far edge of the dough back over on itself towards you. Press into the dough with the heels of your hands and push away. After each push, rotate the dough 90°. Repeat this process in a rhythmic, rocking motion for 5 minutes, sprinkling only enough flour on your kneading surface to prevent sticking. Let the dough rest while you scrape out and grease the mixing bowl. Knead the dough again for 2 to 3 minutes.
Let It Rise: Return the dough to the bowl and turn it over once to grease the top. Cover with a damp towel and keep warm until the dough doubles in bulk, about 1 to 2 hours.
Shape it: Punch down the dough with your fist and briefly knead out any air bubbles. Cut the dough in half and shape into two Italian- or French-style loaves. Place the loaves on a cookie sheet generously sprinkled with cornmeal. Let the loaves rest for 5 minutes.
Bake it: Lightly slash the tops of the loaves 3 or more times diagonally and brush them with cold water. Place on rack in a cold oven with a roasting pan full of boiling water on the oven bottom. Bake at 400°F for 35 to 45 minutes, until the crust is golden brown and sounds hollow to the touch.
For a lighter, crustier bread, let your shaped loaves rise for 45 minutes. Preheat the oven and roasting pan with water to 500°F for 15 minutes. Brush the loaves with cold water, place in the oven and bake for 10 minutes. Lower the temperature to 400°F and bake for 10 more minutes. Remove from the oven, let cool and devour!
For a heartier, more nutritious bread, substitute 2 cups of King Arthur Traditional Whole Wheat Flour for 2 cups of King Arthur Unbleached All-Purpose Flour.
This is based on a King Arthur Flour Recipe. The original recipe does not include honey. Enjoy!
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